Isnin, 26 September 2016

Pneumonia

Ni hari ke tujuh Akif on medication. Alhamdulillah, walaupun masih belum 100% sembuh tapi at least aku dah tahu apa sakit dia. Apa virus yang menyebabkan suhu badan dia huru hara untuk 6 hari berturut-turut. Menetap di negara tropica macam Malaysia ni beri banyak options penyakit untuk kita risaukan. Denggi, kencing tikus, malaria, kepialu, tibi etc. Itu belum masuk lagi masalah uluran yang perlukan pembedahan. Akif ya Akif, tak tenang aku dibuatmu.

You might find this blog some day when you know how to search for it, I want you to know that I love all of you very much. Having 3 sons now, I could see challenges in future, it is my own present challenge to grow you all up.

Ada banyak rintangan dalam masyarakat kita, Akif. Kita lahir dalam suasana masyarakat yang belum fully developed. Kalau di US daily problem mereka peringkat SPM, Malaysia masih bergelut dengan mentaliti Darjah 1. Far away from maturity. Kita ditakdirkan lahir di Malaysia. Ini bukan random, ini adalah task purposely given to us.

Very rare things I can discuss with your ibu, she can't read my books, she does not understand things coming out from my head. She is in the box.

I will keep telling you, my sons, how I view this world and how should you think about your existence and purpose.

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